I think I'm kind of going with the same "theme" this week as I did last week. I guess I am hoping God will see these songs I'm adding and finally pull me out of this rut I seem to be in. Last week I mentioned that I'm not angry at God about anything. I guess I should expand on that. Previously this year, I admit it, I was a little mad. I think we can all get angry at God about things. But I hope it doesn't last long with you. I try not to. He will quickly remind me that He is in control and He knows exactly what He is doing. We just need to trust Him. I'm not sure why I've been in a rut. I'm not disappointed, sad, depressed, etc. about anything. I guess I just need a refreshing touch from God. I'm ready for things to let lose at church. I think there are a lot of people in a rut at church lately. Should I even be saying that? I'm not trying to judge people. I'm really talking/typing a lot it seems today. I'm just sharing my mind....Anyways. I am excited about what is to come for our church. We have purchased an existing building and will be adding another building to that. I can't wait to have a church building. I can't wait to have a revival. I need it. We have prayer services on Sunday nights. I have really enjoyed these prayer times. It has allowed me to stop what I'm doing and pray. This Sunday night I felt like I just needed to rejoice! Rejoice for what is to come, what God has done for me, and what He is doing for those around me.
Ok, I hope you didn't mind my little talk session above. Here's the song for today.
Pull Me Out by Bebo Norman
Tell me now, when does this start feeling
Like I understand everything I'm dealing with
First I was young, now it's all just happening
And what about the way I said that
Made you turn around and shake your head
Like I don't even know what I'm asking for
This could be all about just letting go
Or this could be all about just holding on
Chorus:
I can't get my feet off of the ground
I want to run but I don't know how
Can you reach down here and pull me out, can you pull me out, yeah
I want to scream but there's no sound
I want to fly to you somehow
Can you reach me here and pull me out, can you pull me out, yeah
Remember when I was young and hungry
I could take it in without much money
I had nothing at all but dreams and time to kill
Now I feel like I'm treading water
And I'm hardly real, I'm just trying harder
To make my way on the earth by standing still
This could be all about just letting go
Or this could be all about just holding on
Chorus
Not a moment too soon, you will be my rescue
But tell me how long will it take
I can't get my feet off of the ground
I want to run but I don't know how
Can you reach down here and pull me out, can you pull me out, yeah
I want to scream but there's no sound
I want to fly to you somehow
Can you reach me here and pull me out, can you pull me out, yeah
I hope you have a Happy Feel Good Wednesday. I may be doing the next FGW a little early. I have a retreat to go to for the United Way. More about that later. Just be prepared if the Happy Feel Good Wednesday is actually on a Tuesday or something. Thanks for sticking with me today.